For the first time in my whole existence in life, I've finally acknowledged the feeling of "loneliness." Absurd,huh? For I never really felt I was alone, until now.

Suddenly, I just got the feeling everyone's either (a) running away from me. (b) intentionally avoiding me. (c) or just getting too busy. I hope and wish it's the third option. :c

Since first year high school, I got used to being alone. It was fine with me, I enjoy doing things on my own even to the point of eating in a fast food chain alone, watching movies alone and just plain strolling around a mall. It didn't bother me. Then I reached college. I dipped myself into the pool of people and some friends. Spending time with them is undoubtedly the best. And now I got used to it. My first to third years in college confirmed that time spent with friends is truly more enjoyable than being alone. Smiles, laughs and tears never ceases to flow as we enjoy every single school days spent together. There's just so much fun and even is school kicks the hell out from our neurons, the endorphins released from total ecstatic moments spent with friends equal the tension.

But now, where is everybody? I don't seem to feel their presence anymore. Even with my barkada, things have changed. We all were very excited when summer comes because it would mean countless night outs and outings. But it seems the excitement ended, or just halted? I hope so. We don't look forward much to our "days out" and if ever we do, we're not complete.

I just miss the fun my friends used to bring into my life. I miss their company, I miss their laughs, I miss their tears. I plainly miss them.

I want overnights, I want slumber parties, I want watching movies WITH them.

Where are you? Guys, I miss you. Don't go.
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