I feel great this for the past days. Really, really great. Well, there were days (hhmm... 3 days to be exact) that I felt a bit cranky and hot tempered but all the rest, I felt light and happy.


>I have a blockmates who's "babawness" when it comes to laughing is really low. I mean, a simple corney (or not even funny at all) joke makes her laugh wildly. as in WILDLY. and when she does this, I say to myself "chill" hehe.:D

>I also have a super Genius Guy blockmate. (who happens to be my crush. eeeek! haha. :D)

>My blockmates are really cool! I easily felt comfortable with them. Thanks to that recollection where some of us revealled painful experience in our life. I love recollections. (and retreats!)

>Philosophy of man has a new syllabus now! The Philosophy of our Philosophy Teacher. haha.:D This is suppose to be a subject talking about Philosophy of MAN but instead, most of the time he talks about his personal life! gwaaad.

> Our RS teacher is super boooooooring. *rolls her eyes* Hell to the max! I am so interested at this subject but his discussions make me want to jump off the 6th floor! @_@

> We got the coolest Chemistry Lab teacher! Instead of the normal process of filling-up the Observation part, answer to questions, conclusions and analysis, he only requires us to SHOW the Obeservations part and the rest are to be passed next week! (which gives us enough time to search and answer well! neat! )

>Then I got a butterfly bookmark from our Health Care teacher ^_^ (This made me really happy today. hehe) She is none other than Ms. Sheila Mae O. Sia. =) She's really so generous and gentle. He gave all of us bookmarks and each has a quotation printed on it. Mine is simple yet meaningful, "Every person is worth understanding." I believe in this.

>The scorging heat of STC 6th floor, Xavier Hall and Physics Lab is unbareable! I get crabby when classes are held here. haaaayzzz.. But i've got no other option but inflict self dosage of "lightness" hehe.

>NO class on Friday but hell, we are topped with MANY assignments! (for which, Fr. Jett called as STUDY day.) aaaaahh. Bummer. No break from school work still. But atleast, it's a bit lighter. ;)

>I am madly crazy inlove with the current book I am reading. "The Fifth Mountain" by Paolo Cuelho. I must read it! Tomorrow I will spend my free time reading it. I got it from kuya Bobot. I sneaked it off his table with his consent. haha. :D

>And, and, and!!! My Barkada and I are always having lunch together! (sweet! ^_^) And even after class, we meet and eat at dunkin. (we are so gastadora. I swear!) I just love their company. Their mere presence greatly brighten my day and I begin to smile all throughout. Their laughter is music to my ears. I really Love them. But sadly, one of us is experiencing pain. :( All we could offer her is assurance, comfort, care and our company. And of course, LOVE from all of us. I pray she'll be well. I do love her, and I don't like it when I see her in pain. haaaayzzzz. But over all, I am proud to say that now, I belong to a herd wehre I am loved, welcomed and cared. Basta LOVE ko sila. Sobra. :)

*uy kuya! Li nako friendly na walang friend. :P*

>And Im really having cool days. as in "chill" maxado. School work is demanding as always but I am not pressuring myself on this very much, so I am not anxious or what over School matter. And to break the record of the series of "Unfortunate Events" I went through over summer, I have had light, and happy days in long successions. ^_^

>I want to have a puppy! Lately, I have had the urge to own a puppy. A really cute puppy. A labrador puppy to be exact. :D I want to experience the feeling of cuddling something when I reach home (aside from my pillow). Something that really responds to my hugs and baby talk. (like licking me. hehehe. :D) give me a puppy! :P

>Recently, I've been haunted by the memories I had with friends. Especially those who are somewhere far from CDO. Haaaayz. I miss them so much! as in! :( But what can I do? I'm here and they're there. But I hope they know my love for them is still burning with great exaltation. drama. But really, I do miss them.

In general, I am happy, cool, light. I feel loved and cared. I am always inspired to look forward for the next day rather than being resentful.

But all of these, I wouldn't feel with out my constant companion friends. Kating, Gellie, Cese, Ed, Vicky. They always inspire me to do things I want to do. They always make me believe in myself. Even if we jokingly dream of becoming professionals one day and that we imagine ourselves 10-20 years from now and what possible "kanchaws" can we do to our status (like ed having to support 5 children of cuenca) this very thought drives me to fight and to graduate in nursing! and you know what? I want One day to repay them for all the things they have given to me. This I will keep as a promise. One day, I will. I really will. :D

It's nice to love and be in love. Addictive feeling! ^^
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today I am angry. mad. pissed. I got mad at my friends. And I know it is my fault. I just hate it when I get mad. My temper's raging violently and it takes so much silencing to relax myself. Silencing that involves both myself and others. (that's why I don't talk when I get mad or that I want others to talk to me.) And I got pissed of the thought that I got mad at them. Yet, we're not in war though...ay ambot!
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weird! im am happy (sorta) I don't have a fone! haha. :D although from time to time, I do feel the urge to go and get one due to convenience. But never the less, I think I can survive without it. haha. and you know? I actually am trying to punish myself. Ishouldn't have fone yet. Until at the atmost time only. And besides, my RLE class does not allow the use of fone and if ever any of us is seen using one, EXTENSION for 4 hours! gosh. Atleast, I am safe from that. haha. But I just really hate it when people ask me of my number then I say, "sorry, I lost my phone." Gaaah. it reminds me of that painful feeling. ugh.

and what else? I am done performing my Return demo! haha. Well, I did not A-ced it. But it's ok. I think for our CI the highest point he gave is 51 out of 60 which is B and I am happy bout it. :D no more pressures here..

hmmmm... I also got myself in a theater group. and I am the Stage manager of one of the plays! (Pepe-Rizal) gaaaaaahh!! i don't know why I said yes. But hmmm.. as long as it does not affect my studies, I will be fine with it. And as long as i don't have to go home really late. I met some of the memeber of the group and I am glad to know the ones I will be managing are Plus-minus 2 years older/younger than me. :D I guess, I can manage this. I hope.


and yeah. I attend morning eucharist in XU. So I wake-up really early to be on time but most of the time, I am late. gaaaah. haha. But I don't take waking early as another burden or what. It's even nice when I get to wake-up early so I could get myself ready for the day, right and well. And it's such a nice experience celebrating eucharist in the mornig because it starts your day right. I just love the feeling of peace and tranquility inside the chapel at this time of the day. sweet!

RLE class is hard. It has always been hard. Haaaaayyyyzzzz... I really hope I will pass nursing. Please pray for me.

and oh! nyaaahahahah! I have had close encounters with the Campus Crush (Fr.Jett) for the past two days. nyahahaha! and during those encounters, I just couldn't stop myself but smile with lips widely spread. haha. Gosh. He's really THE MAN IN CAMPUS! all hail him. waaah! kidding. :D and oh... kating's crush is now my friend. (and he's one HOT guy, mind you!) I even made "hapak" him coz he made "kurat me!" and then he started murmuring na dili daw ko gapamansin! my gosh. malay ko bah naa xa. and memeng.. gapanglahos jud akong panan-aw. I look at distant objects and places that I do not notice the people right infront or near me! aaaaaahhh, bummer! and this did not happen once to him, the next time (like 10 mins after) I crossed right infront of him and he was the first to notice me again. and then he started to make mahay na pud. haaayzzz! paxenxa na lang jud. hehe. :D

today, I have seem my very long lost bestfriend in grade school. we haven't seen each other for 4 freakin' years! would you believe that?? we are in CDO but that was the first time we met after 4 years!! and no communication in between that ha. It so happened that we were ridding the same jeepney and the whole trip, we just talked, reminisced and laughed! awwwwwhhhhh.. that was a nice encounter for today.

Today I am happy. I feel light, I feel good. Thank you, lord. I love you. mwah!
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it's rather fairly odd to think that it just takes 2 hours to rigorously discuss the different stages of man's development, but it takes a life time to go through it. :D
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Oh dear destiny,

You have slapped your waves of despair tirelessly on me. Pain runs through my veins as tear stream down my valliant looking eyes. Oh destiny, permit me for once to be joyous that I may have the grace of happiness in me. My heart and soul has bled countless times and I don't know anymore if I should continue on to count for crusades won or lost. Let your hand swiftly embrace me when I feel like breaking apart. Please be gentle on me too. I've become too fragile as your waters of despair took out chucky flesh of "the fighting spirits" from me. I'm becoming half empty and half full as you continue on your painful business. Hold me gently... oh please, hold me gently.


Your sufferer,
meily
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there were funny things that happened to me the past days. I wanna share it here coz' it seems this blog has been trashed with too much low-level emotions. (if you know what I mean)

First Event:

During the sleep over, we tried to imitate pussy cat dolls. as in trying with all our might to copy and memorize the steps in their music videos and concert! *aaaahahahaha* Then later on, we realized we can never be like them. The simple act of dancing like a stripper is not as easy as how we perceive it could be. hahaha. Then we ended up with a scandal instead. *evil laugh*


Second Event:


Last Friday, some of my Ogilvie friends gathered to bid farewell to the manila pipz who will be flying back there for school. We tried to fit-in in a motorela. (we were like sardines stuffed in a small tin can!) But still, two of our friends couldn't fit in no more. So they had to take another motorela and us (the sardine-like situation) went our way to M2. (M2 is the new Karaoke bar in the City). But unfortunately, the motorela can't make "hatud" us at the door step of that place but instead only at the intersection. At the intersection, we decided to wait for the remaining two other souls. Then a little while, we just realized we were near the establishment of Navigator. (Navigator is a Gay Bar. You know, where guys get stripped and all. *i think* haha) I don't know what got into our rotten minds but we gave a pose and took a shot directly in front of navigator! *and the heck! everyone that passed by looked at us!* Some of us felt ashamed but they couldn't stand to fight the flow against the many who were game with whatever we were doing! luoy... Then another thing, Michael bought some Jollibee treats for us. They were wrapped in plastic bags. Then vicky came in the picture and took the bag containing the fries and sat (as in pulubi like) in the middle of the vacant area! she tagged along ed and the two really looked rather awful than funny! but we all just gave it a laugh... There was even one who uttered, "Bai, kung makit.an tah diri bah... matingala na lang na sila kei ngano ang mga Ogilvie gi abot man sa Navigator!" Then someone replied, "Dili bei, nasobraan lang man jud tah sa ANAPHYSIO. *i want to insert* We just have to appreciate bodies in general." hahaha. funny thought. Then, thank God the two arrived! (whew!)

Third event:

That same day with the mini get-together and that navigator rush, i went home really late. (since i still insisted on having a dinner with them and did pretty good well with the convincing part) I reached home with gates open, lights off and doors locked. But good thing, I remembered I brought my keys. *whew!* I tried to sneak in so I won't be scolded. And by sneaking in, i mean not turning on the lights and make as minimal noise as possible. So there, I unlocked the door, closed it gently and did not turn on the lights. I was confident our sala was clear with chairs, and tables. Though it wasn't at all, I was still able to see them. But tragically, I missed to remember papa placed the folding bed there pala! So with out warning, my right fibia bone hit it! *ouch! huhu* Everyone was asleep so I shouldn't make any noise. Even though I wanted to scream and shout out the pain, i had to drag myself to my room and crush the pillow instead to let out whatever lingering pain that was left! It was a painful experience but found it funny afterwards. Especially the part when I went to my room absorbing the excruciating pain to myself. haha. (that was funny and painful at the same time! :D) And now that spot is all bruised and dark. And when I touch it, i get the ouchies again. Dah! laagan man! haha.
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