haaaayyyzzzz.... finaly! TIME!!! im sooo deprived of that. hmp!!! here's my ZAMBOANGUITA TRIP
(just some of the photos.. if you want to check out a lot more.. click the "pix of all sort" on your left...)




(seriously, he knows every single hot spot!!! even on top of a cabinet)
Fr. Bogs: ay diri sa cabinet, naay smart na signal diri, pero 1 bar lang.. didto sa likod, naa globe dapit sa kapayas..
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Fr Bogs: Aha man mo?
us: Mangita ug signal father...
Fr Bogs: ay, hali! didto ta sa atubangan sa simbahan kusog2x ang signal didto...
(and he accompanied us from the convent to the front of the chapel...haha! *way ulaw!*)







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the journal about my adventure will be the next stop.. but not now.. maybe next month?? aaahhhh!!! semi-finals..exams.. tests.. practical... ugh! help!
Blogged @ 7:50 PM
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ok...it has been official!!!

yey!!! im finally off to that Immersion escapade!!!! weeee!!! it's final, I am going!! ^_^
but *sigh* i'm assigned in Zamboangita.. haayz.. i wished pa naman for Miarayon.. but it's ok. It's the experience that I am after for... and you know what I'm off to my mini escapade this whole weekend! including monday!!! (no class this monday) but heck! I have a test the following day and a practical sa P.E but i dont care... samuk.. bahala sa xa..hehe

I'm a bit excited and scared because this would be my first time and I'm still a beginner here.. especially that the site is quite unsafe... but i won't let this fear take me off this marvelous experience that i am about to partake.. yes! finally after more that 2 months of being so engrossed with studies, i am now gonna take a new route.. haayz... yey! I am really excited bya.. and to think ha, my parents allowed me??.... that was like, WHOAh!!! they trust me now!! yeey! trust, a little elevated!! hehehehe!!! :P and now, i am thinking of what i should bring...hmmmm... help! hehe.. :P and yeah... imagine, by saturday, I have to wake up at 4:00 am just to arrive on time! And the teacher told us that the travelling part will more or less 5 hours... like what???... what a pain in the ASS and BACK!! yawch!! hehe... but still i'm feeling this is one heck of an adventure... yey for me!! (n_n)


yo guys! pray for the sucess ha?? please do.. thanks! wish me luck!
Blogged @ 6:36 PM
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haaayzzz....


i am suppose to do many things today.. and right this moment but ha! i started my day with a date of my computer..hehe! new template! innocence?? hehe!


awkey, for the past nights.. i've been having weird dreams.. (scary!) well, not night mares.. but just some dreams that seems to be a real one.. seriously! gosh! and they're not the usual dreams you know.. they're I dont know! basta... just thinking of it, it gives me the creeps already... huhu. it's weird now that i remember my dreams too... i remember them due to some things or events that happen right after i wake up. (what's the meaning of my dream??)

then here.. haha! i am a VISUAL LEARNER
yes! i am!! hehehe.. gwad. all the while i was thinking i am an auditory learner...hekhek..NOT! haha... ok, i took a test several months ago here in the net.. and it said that more or less i am flexible and can cope up with the three learning styles.. but just last night, when we had our laboratory in NSG, I came to realize i am definitely a VISUAL LEARNER. haha! I can easily remeber graphs and images!!! yeah! Ha! and this also explains why I remember many events... az in EVENTS!! eheeheh! whoah... now i found the reason.. yey! and yeah... i easily recognized faces even though it might be years and years since i have last seen such face. And i also notice I am a fast learner.. weeee!!!! but the bad news is... i have a problem on information retrieval tsk. I easily forget things that I try to memorize.. i need constant refreshing... argh!


haayyyz.. if only our brains are capable of recognizing memory sticks or cards... and all we have to do is memorize stuff, organize it in the memory card. One card per subject. And if ever we have a test or we just need the knowledge for that certain subject, we pick up that card and insert in our brains! it that way, we can have as many informations that we want without short circuiting our brains!! argh!

don't you think this discovery will be brilliant if ever our brains can really read memory chips??
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"I am Having a very tough ride."
The first time I have heard myself speak such line so real, so true. I am feeling it. I don't understand why I seem to be so engrossed. I don't understand either why I should feel that way. Perhaps I'm tired. Yes, maybe I am, but that would be too shallow to reason out.
"why can't I stop comparing myself to others?" Furthermore, the other side of me questions, "what is in them that I don't have? We went through almost the same and was given the same amout of time to study, why am I still only few inches from passing grade when they can be a yard away from it?" This I started to feel STUPID. There's no other reason to blurt out but STUPIDITY.

Other side of me speaks:"NO. They just know the secret of taking pressure...RELAX!" "I am relaxed!" "No, you're not. THe way you said it, you're NOT." "Hmmmmmm...*sigh*" "When they start to feel the pressure, they draw themselves back nad hold on to something for them not to be sipped by the whirlpool. That's what they do."

Questioning side of me, "How do they do that?? When will I ever learn to do the same? How??"

Reply: "First, you must draw yourself from you. You are the one sabotaging yourself. The armor you wear in defense from your enemy is actually your built-in enemy. Take it off and be yourself. Relax and break free. Then eventually, you will find your way through when your heart and mind have settled and yourself have finally become one with your element, soaring swifly, peacfully...air."
harhar! okay, I am sharing this 'self conversation' because I just want to. nyahaha! ok, not. Because I want to give some light to others who are also experiencing the same. I've realized I have found the my greatest weakness, my greatest insecurity----Intelligence. I get so damn insecure whenever I see others performing PERFECTLY. I just simply become amazed. When tell myself, I wanna do the same.. then poof! out of no where I become a jerk.Er! really... there's just this pressure and an external force that sinks me from with in. Sad, right? I don't know. Maybe because ever since I got hold of the kind of life being a child of one of the teachers in grade school and constantly being pressured of people expecting a lot from me, I guess I got used to the system that something in me creates chaos every school year just to fulfill that 'have been a constant' pressure. Crazy right? Well, I don't know. This I have to find out. hmmmmm... ok, I am not being philosophical here because I have read The solitare mystery of Jostein Gaarder or Gaardner... it's just a coinscidence that I am experiencing this... no connection at all ha. hehe! ^_^
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