i've been trying to enter something here for 3 attempts already! sheeesh! talking about interruptions. oh well...

my christmas was not something i expected it to be. i dreamt of having a fun-filled, full of gifts, lots of get-together moments, but no, it was way different from what i expected. tisk. yeah, there were lots of parties i attended but it wasn't with friends (especially with those who came back), but with family. well yeah, i love to be with my cousins, i miss their company too you know. Just to prove it, i went with them to park cafe ,one night (after the party at kagay.anon), with my ever daring costume. ugh! it was awkward walking in dvsoria weary almost nothing! kidding. :P of course i was wearing something, but it was really too skimpy and man! it was 10 o'clock in the evening! but i was confident enough coz i know my three other boy gentlemen cousins are there to kick someone's butt if they dare to make fun of me! (bleh!) and yeah.. after some talk, we went to a kareoke bar at carmen at stayed there till 3 am! then went to my cousin's place. (actually, we planned to attend the mass at xu after we freshen up but due to uncontrolable circumstances, we didn't) reaching their place, we eyed on their tv screen watching movies till we all fell asleep (though we agreed we wont sleep). heck, we slept for about an hour only since my cousin and i were in a hurry to go home. (i did not ask permission. :P)

then when i reached home, my sister was bugging me to upload the pictures in the computer and in her friendster account. and there were a lot of pictures! sheeesh! it was only about 12 noon when i finally layed my heavy booody on the bed, turned on the aircon, and flew myself to dreamland. zzzzzz.... then woke up at around 6 pm. ^^

dec.25----had a renion. it was fun, yeah... but it was sad since someone was missing. there's was even one who was in the middle of a family crisis. (talking about having a family! headache!! ^^)


i wanted to write something sensible here. something i will love to read again and again. the reason why i created this blog is to enhance my writing skills (as if i have!) and my vocabulary. aside from being an emotional trash. unfortunately, this has never served its purpose. i still have my old style of writing and i can't even create a sensible short story! my life long dream is to write something and be published on a national newspaper. I also wish to create an inpirational book. but how can i do these if my course does not specialize in english writing skills? plus, even though i try, i don't think i have ever improved! or that my works would be as enthusiastic and well organized as others! oh my... i wish my dreams will come true. i dread i did not join the student publication org during my high school years. (hmmm.. come to think about it, perhaps it was just safe not to join especially when that ISSUE emerged. :P) i could have had something to be proud of. and maybe brag to myself that i am really ABLE to write something sensible. eeeeekk!! and lately i noticed, i may not be good at feature writing but i am good at writing letters to people. even getting into the eeeky, gooewey, yucky level! haha. i reread my draft of the letters/palancas i gave to people. it was really eeeewww!!! :P hmmm... if only i'm a writer. i may not be, but i will continue to dream...
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